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#When I showed this post in a draft state to my friend, she was seriously disappointed. Why don’t you write about love stories with happy endings she schreeched with a low tone.
And I was like love stories that are complete end in marriages and people don’t write poetrys and sonnets on them. Unrequited love stories make great songs and poems. And the world clings onto it for centuries I confessed #.

Unchasable ❤️

It’s been so many years.  Our love is now old like the hills, aged and antiquated. But very often you come into my dreams. My strong desire to meet you transforms into a series of images, emotions and sensations occuring involuntarily during my sleep like a reverie.
You are right there in front of me, but you don’t see me.
I touch you but you don’t feel me.
I talk to you but you don’t hear me.
I feel you but you don’t sense me.
You are unchasable, untouchable and unceasable.

I wake up with an excruciating pain that hurts like a hammer in my chest and it’s there for quiet a long time during the day. And as the sun sets and I see the blue Robin’s flying back to their nest, I know I am going to meet you again during the night in a hypnotic state in my dreams where the nightingale sings a different mellifluous tune.
I wish how I knew a spell to have you forever till the end of time. I want that kind of privilege.
But I know some day I will meet you somewhere in some place, in sometime, in some form but I will meet you and you will feel me hear me sense me and love me. And that will be the day when I’ll stop dreaming about you because I will be there deep into your arms embracing the moment I have been longing for a long long time. And that will be my time when the sky will collide and the earth will shake, the mountains will bow. and the ocean will rise and then in the evening silence we both will go on to become stardust in this galaxy of life.

By Madhura ❤️

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“4th June…7 minutes of excessive panic..
Tender is the night. I am a night thinker. I shift my pillow closer to the full moon with so many unsaid words on the tip of my tongue. He breathed slowly as the night matured. I was lying beside of him the whole time. His eyes faded like a dying flower withering away.
He😘 looked otherworldly and vaguely threatening. I am sure he had stardust running through those vains. Oddly enough I couldn’t sleep that night.
I smiled at the stars, they knew all my secrets.

I was just here waiting and hoping for every long dream of him to come true. Anywhere with him is everywhere I wanted to be…
But everyday I went to bed feeling like I have been stabbed in the heart 4 times.
I wanted to spend the rest of my sunsets with him. My heart❤️ was so full of him. I fell for him like raindrops. I wondered what I looked like in his eyes. He had beautiful eyes.The kind you get lost in.

Loving him was like stars exploding in my veins. I loved him😘 with every breath I took.
He would never be unloved by me as he was too well tangled in my soul. Because whenever he touched me, it felt as if the stars were dancing across my skin.
He once told me, meet me in the middle of your story when your soul is wornout. That was three summers back . We hadn’t made love for a long long time. His love for me was no more. And loving him was the most exquisite form of self destruction.

I had found his licentious love letters a long time ago. A secret lover plunging to our marriage was very disheartening & crushing. The wedding ring on my finger was now just another piece of accessory beautyfieing my body. Gradually his betrayal overcasted my love for him. I supressed the storm inside of me like you hold your breath underwater.
Each passing day was heavy and suffocating. I spend a huge amount of time alone grieving about his disloyalty. As sorrowful & distressed I was i pretended about being ignorant all this while.

The night was passing slow and so was his breathing. He wasnt able to breathe. I was sleeping aside. His eyes were opened looking at me with uncertainty because I was calm while he gasped for air. There was no struggle from me to lifeguard him. There was no panic in me. I looked at him calmly.

I held his hand gently & felt the dying pulse. I wanted to see him die slowly. Though it pained me immensely to see that. Politely I confessed that I have poisoned him. That was our last dinner together early that night and I had prepared his favourite cuisine. He seemed confused & agitated, but the poison was paralyzing his body & tongue. He tried to retaliate but was inundated by numbness.
There was a lot of anger & confusion in his eyes. He was turning blue and red at the same time as he sweat profusely. His pillow soaked in sweat. His struggled to move ferociously, calmed my inner retaliation.
Apparently I was learning to live without love, his love. It seemed unimaginable. His trembling body was slowly turning distant & unresponsive. The night took a halt. Everything came to a stand still. The moonlight in the room was dispassionate & the air seemed unruffled. He breathed heavily enough to be heard aloud and he stretched his hands towards me. I stood composed clutching his letters tightly in my palms.
And before he breathed his last, I showed him those letters. His evidence of infidelity. He seemed stunned. The light in his eyes dimmed & his struggle to remain alive was unvailing. I recalled my 8 years of marriage & the countless dreams I had dreamt of, and how every dream shattered like grains of sand.
His still warm hands slipped away brushing my finger tips. I was as silent as the night.
My reprived vengeance now withered away with his last breath and his letters pelted away down to my feet.

By Madhura ❤️

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If it stays, it’s love
If it ends, it’s a love story
And if it never begins, it is poetry ❤️#

“You brought a storm in my life. Whenever I saw you😘, my soul would literally leave my body and I couldn’t even see straight. Many a times, you made me forget my own name.
My heart would pulse out of my body merely thinking about you. I could watch you uninterruptedly for a lifetime.

I also thought it might’ve been better if we never met. But you were like an artwork, I could admire you forever. Once when I saw you during dawn, my senses were all wrapped up for another long stretch of rigid temperatures. My heart went through record breaking cold weather and I sat there dreaming of spring🍁.

In truth, I no longer remember which of the galaxies you came from, but I could feel the walls vibrate & the cities collapse and every brick ached of your memory.
But I guess, this is how the past keeps its grip on the present.
There was an ocean between us.
I so badly wanted to unlove you. But you were like a habit I didn’t know how to break.

Sometimes in the quietest part of the night, I find myself searching for you. Loving you😘 was trying to hold on to water. You slid everytime I held you.
But sooner or later I will stop writing about you, not even a line, not even a word, but I still don’t know how to let go off that habit.
These days I try not to crumble and don’t let the emptyness behind my ribs stop my heart from moving.

One day I will wake up without your name in my head & any of your memory. And I will realise while the sun sets that I haven’t thought about you the whole day & wonder whether I have stopped loving you.
Untill then I will remember you softly & will write poems about you”.

By Madhura ❤️

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” Love..is a famously fickle creature… the more u chase, the more it slips..& at times Ur heart can lie too !!!!!

Pretty Little Liar…my heart….

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A little Yes..a little No
my crazy heart, there it goes
in love with him, & there it shows
says love him now & love him more.

When he looks at me, i turn my eyes
i hide my feelings, behind my smile
my cheeks blush,like a cherry red
my crazy hormones, now go wild.

A little truth..a little lie
up in the cloud, my excitement flies
a thrill I feel, all this while
my mind says, it’s a lie.

Beware it says..it’s a trick
people in love, loose their sense in this
it’s a bubble..which blooms & splits
the more you chase, the more it slips.

I told my mind, that my heart is right
love always wins & never fights
my mind grinned & smiled at me
the Heart is a Liar, it said & winked.

By Madhu

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” Lost in your city of love…..and YOU found ME… !!!!!! “” 

” I am so Glad You found ME “

A long awaited desire

i wandered through your streets
my eyes searched all over
only you i wanted to see……

The scorching sun above
shone brightly as it could
my strength drained apart
but my hope, never would.

My legs gave up nerve
as ahead they couldn’t move
i pushed & dragged my spirit
as much as i could.

A hand pulled me closer
i felt the warmth of your breathe
my fingertips touched you all over
i confirmed your love & faith.

Lost in your city,
in persuit of your love
and just when the search seemed endless
i am glad you found me…..
By Madhu
17th July 2015

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